lyrics
To be honest I’m hiding again, driving off into darkness,
You know where I’ve been
And I swore that I’d call you no matter my plans
I feel that I’ve let you down once again
The demons I’m facing have taken apart who I am
Self-loathing, uncertainty, I am nothing, I am fading
I can’t fake it anymore, this is me broken and numb
I just want to be restored
I know you’ve been waiting for this, and I’m sorry it took so long
Oh God, I want to be restored
And the hope in my eyes has grown dimmer each day
I can’t feel you with me, I can’t feel a thing
It’s getting harder each day to say I’m alright
And the hope that I once had has almost died
The demons I’m facing have taken apart who I am
Self-loathing, uncertainty, I am nothing, I am nothing
I can’t fake it anymore, this is me broken and numb
I just want to be restored
I know you’ve been waiting for this, and I’m sorry it took so long
Oh God, I want to be restored
To be honest, I’m lying again,
Because I’m gonna fake it the first chance I get
I can’t fake it anymore, this is me broken and numb
I just want to be restored
I know you’ve been waiting for this, and I’m sorry it took so long
Oh God, I want to be restore
credits
from
The Wall That I Built,
released April 22, 2018
Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Daniel Ernest at EST audio
license
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